different

It seems this pregnancy is completely different from my pregnancy with Nathan. Everything was documented every step of the way. From my moods, to the food I eat, or challenges that happens for first time moms. But pregnancy second time around is different. Don't get me wrong it is exciting to finally have another child. I think all along I did not want to have my hopes up only to end in vain. I know that adding another person to our family changes every aspect of our lives. From finances to planning trips it becomes more complicated compare to when it was just the three of us.

I wish I had documented this pregnancy month by month or week by week just like I did with Nathan. Does that seem unfair for her?? I don't know. I'm just glad I am finally getting the hang of things around here. I just hope I can keep this up.

scare

How I am petrified with the swine flu in full charge. You see my son has asthma and flu symptoms combine with asthma does not sit well with me. The change of weather has him coughing and running nose. That is usually the start of the downhill journey. I am usually more optomistic but I am very worried because I ran out of inhaler. If he can't breath in the middle of the night God help us. I am on the edge...